I Wish...

Hello! Assalamualaikum and good evening everyone.. :)

I know that everyone have their dreams right? Me also have many dreams that sometimes like a fairytale. Haha.. After I had finished my studies, I want to find a job that suit with my CGPA..
After I think I had enough money, I want to open my own business.. I think with business will make more money but it also have it own risk... I want to open my own bakery and I will bake my own cake with my own recipe.. It think like hard to achieve right? But I will work hard to get my dream comes true. In shaa Allah one day.. ^^

Next, I wanna a house like bungalow and it place in a corner lot and the house have a swimming pool.. I think it will be great because I like to swim and swimming also can loss our weight and good for our health..

I wish I can marry a man that I love with my wholeheartedly.. Wahh it really amazing! Haha.. The criteria that I choose are the man should me a nice guy, religious man, taller than me, very understanding, carring, can accept me for who I am,a handsome guy and many more that I can list it. hmmm...

Lastly, I wanna bring my parents to go for Haji with my own money... I feel really glad if my dreams will come true.In shaa Allah.. I will keep struggling and praying for my own best! Fighting sister! hehe...

Sad Things In Life

Assalamualaikum..

I dont know how's my feeling right now. I dont know how to describe it.. Hmm.. Sometimes it hurts me damn much when I think about it. I tried to forget it but I cant.. Everyday, I always busying my time coz I dont want to remember anything about it but I always lose with my own feeling.

I think you know how's the feeling when someone that you put all your heart to him or her than she or he do not bother it.. I dont know. Sometimes I feel I dont want to fall in love to someone. But one day it will comes true. I dont like when people gives hope to me. It will hurt me so much.. If you dont like me just leave me alone. Dont you ever close to me. Dont you think about other's feeling?

Try to respect other's feeling also.. When you respect other's feeling than other's also will respect you! Dont you think when you did to someone and one day it will turn to you? Dont you even scared of it? Please change your attitude dude. 😊

Btw, this streak have nothing to do with life or death people.. Have a nice day...

My Super Duper Lovely Rumets!

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning!

Today, i wanna talk about my lovely rumet when studying in matriculation... In my room, there are four of us which are me, Ain, Yaya and Syira..

First, i wanna talk about Ain.. Ain is the one that I very comfort and close to me.. Ain also had the same module with me which is module 3.. She actually very understanding, carring, gentle person and sometimes quite annoying. Haha.. I always share everything with her including my crush. Lol. Haha. Sometimes Ain will act like kids same with Hana. She also loves cat and let the cat was like her baby. FYI, my room always entered by one cat. We called it Cantik.. Cantik was very pampered and it always sleep on my bed.. At the early, I do not like but but in the end I missed Cantik TT... I think thats all about Ain..

Next, I wanna talk about Yaya.. Haaa, Yaya are the one that always cheers our room. She was placed in module 1 students. Without her, our room will becomes krik². Haha. She is an eager person, cute, happy go lucky, courageous, carring and childish. Hmm. Yaya also loves cat like Ain. She has a soft heart and are pleased to accept critism. We always advise Yaya and alhamdulillah now, she had changed so much..

Lastly is Syira.. Ok syira or ustazah also had a same module with Yaya. Syira is a quite person, not like harping on other's matter, always study, do not like to wasting her time with non benefit things and sometimes a bit crazy. Haha. She was scared to a cat and most do not like when Cantik entered our room. She will scream like she saw a ghost and somethings like that. Haha.

           From left, Syira, me, Yaya and Ain

Tips When You're Feeling Down

1. Step back and self-reflect. Whenever I start feeling depressed, I try to stop, reflect, and get to the root of my feelings.  

2. Reach out to someone. I used to bottle up my feelings out of fear that I would be judged if I talked about them. I’ve since learned that reaching out to a loving, understanding person is one of the best things I can do.    

3. Listen to music. Music can heal, put you in a better mood, make you feel less alone, or take you on a mental journey.   

4. Cuddle or play with pets. I have really sweet and happy dogs that are always quick to shower me with love whenever they see me. Spending quality time with a loving pet can instantly make your heart and soul feel better.  

5. Go for a walk. Walking always helps me clear my head and shed negative energy. It’s especially therapeutic if you choose to walk at a scenic location.   

6. Write. Writing is usually the first thing I do when I’m feeling down. It always helps me get my thoughts and feelings out in front of me.    

7. Take a nap. Sometimes we just need to recharge. I always feel better after getting some rest.        

8. Hug someone. I am definitely a hugger. Hugs are such an easy way to express love and care without having to say a word.  

9. Laugh. Watch a funny movie or spend time with someone who has a good sense of humor. Laughing releases tension and has a natural ability to heal.  

10. Cry. I don’t like crying in front of people, but whenever I have an opportunity to slink away and cry by myself, I always feel better afterwards. Crying releases pain.  

11. Try a deep breathing exercise. There are all kinds of deep breathing exercises out there. Find one you like and do it whenever you’re feeling stressed or overly emotional.     

12. Bake something. Baking has always been therapeutic and entertaining for me. Plus, I can eat whatever I baked and share it with others afterward.     

13. Let go. This is a very simple mantra of mine. I usually say it to myself multiple times each day, which has been very liberating and empowering.    

Partner In Crime

Hi peeps!

Today i wanna share about my partner in crime which is Hana Furqan (not a real name).
She is my bestfriend in Merbok once upon a time.. Haha.. I know her when I enter MRSM Merbok when im in form4.. FYI, during form4, I not exactly close with her coz she called me 'sombong, minah poyo' and many more..Haha.. I know that my face looks like 'poyo' but its okay.. When you already close with me you know how I was like. haha. Maybe such an annoying person and you cant adapt with it..

Okay back to the topic! Hana Furqan was born on 26th of June and she got the same month with me.. But I am older than her for about 5 day only. Haha.. She is a funny, cute, annoying sometimes , and her attitude just like a 5 years old kids but she was very kind, carring and happy go lucky person..
You might hard to see her get angry coz she was a bury person..

But, she did get angry with me when im in form5. We did not talk for about 1 whole day.. We fight because of one piece of paper. Sound like funny right? But this is the truth.. haha.. Me and Pikah Leha not intentional to read a letter from Lily that make her angry.. She saw me and Pikah Leha read that letter..When I and Pikah arrived at surau, She said with angry face " Mana surat tu?!" .
I dont know what to say but Pikah Leha settled with it. When it comes to night, Pikah Leha 'pujuk' Hana and you know what, she was crying... That was the first and the last we fight. haha..

Hana and I always share our problems and we got no secret between us. (maybe) haha.. Many memories was created between us.. And it was a precious memory for me.. Idk when i enter a University, I can found a friend such Hana. However, I will pray the best..

hi, meet Hana Furqan! hehe

A Day To Remember

Assalamualaikum...

27/05/2016....
On that day, me and my friends had plan to hang out together and the dream comes true. haha..
We all together have 5 people. We met at Mid Valley.. Me, Hana, Azfar, Hamizan and Azan join the hang out.. First time we all met each other after a long time we didnt met.. But I, Hamizan and Azan just about 2 weeks not met after finish our Matriculation..

When all arrived, we got krik2. Dont know what to talk. haha.. But about 20 minutes, we all can adapt with it and try to talk comfortly... First thing at Mid, of course we take our breakfast + lunch or for another name is brunch. hehe.. After that, we decided to watch movie. We watch Civil War. It was a nice movie but me and Hana didnt understand at all what is all about. haha.. Anyway, Azfar and Hamizan had watch that movie before this.. The funny moment are when Azfar falled asleep when watching the movie. I think he was bored coz it the second time he watch... But overall the movie not bad lha.. hehe

After about 2 hours watching, we went to pray for Zohor.. Then we all decided to go to MPH for bought some books.. I used 100 voucher at that store and it was the last voucher.. After for about 30 minutes at MPH we go to play arcade! Hana was very excited to go there because she want to play games racing car.. Me, Hana, Azfar and Hamizan compete between us. But, that day i got no luck coz my car was broken. lol. (broken eng) just forget about it.. Only Hana, Azfar and Hamizan play the game.. And the winner was Hana. The second place was Hamizan and the last was Azfar mok. haha...

After that, we take our pic for our memory. This hang out will be the best memory to me and idk when we all can met again.. hurm.. I think thats all. And I also want to share our pic... :)

Happy Saturday ! ^^

Assalamualaikum peeps..

How are you feel today? First of all, I'm a new blogger.. hehe. I'll try my best to post a nice things in my blog.. Hope you will enjoy it.. And I'll try my best to write in English because I want to improve my English.. Hope I can improve my English while doing this blog... 

Today I want to share about matriculation life.. Only a matriculation students know how to adapt to the new environment.. Being a matriculation students not really a simple one.. You must have a strong mind and always believe in yourself you can do it.. In matric, you'll have a busy life like a bee.. For your information, I studied at Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor at Banting. The college are almost 5 years and it is a beautiful and nice college among the others.. I'm glad to have a chance to studied there.. I'm also a second intake students.. But its okay to me because I have a friendly and happy go lucky classmates... I enjoy studied there..

Okay! Back to the topic. Being a matriculation students, you must have your own schedule.. You must manage your own time.. What to do at this and that time. You must manage your own time because too many things you must done before going to the next class tomorrow morning.. You must know, at matrics, the lecturer not always give you all the input.. You must struggle by yourself to find out what you don't understand.. Lecturer also always give you a presentation task to do.. In this presentation, you will enhance your softskills like how to talk infront the class, how to build you confidence level and so on.. But, you must trust yourself you can do it. and simply you did it well..

Next, you also need to choose a right person to be your friend.. I say it because, good friend will always motivated you to do a good things.. While a bad friend will always incite you to do a bad things.. So, you must choose a correct person to be your friends.. For your information, it's about 10 month to struggle in matrics.. When you choose a correct person, it will give a advantage to you.. I say it because your friend will always help you when you need him or her.. Compared to a University life, your friend not always there to help you. You must struggle by yourself to improve yourself... The lecturer also too busy and does'nt have time to teach you...

I think that's all for today! Next time I will post again.. Bye.. See you again.. :)

this is our nice Surau at KMS.. I will miss it one day.. :)